haiz again. tue gt band, then sec1s go classrm for practice n the seniors stay in hall.
n finally can play new songs, coz we'r lik sticking to that harry potter for dunno how long, then was so sian listening to tat. then we play the something something march..i cant rmb the name.
the becoz gt one part clarinet gt a whole chunk of high notes. then whole yr 1 band pla that prt, n after tat the instructor complain, say clarinettist muz play nicer sound, then blah blah blah.
then about 12, we went back hall to meet seniors, then the mr daniel wan us gather say gt important thing to say. Then say after u eat ur lunch, can go back home, dun nid com back for band. Then all was lik *blur*. Then he repeat, then say coz gt tat H1N1 so CCA cancelled.. wat the..
stupid H1N1, then concert oso cancelled.. sian.. then some of us still dun understand so he say ltr will ask seniors explain to us. then the mr kumar was lik, u understand wat he said? then asked us, whr do u go after lunch.. then we said go home, n he said y say go home say until so sad.
ur shld be happy tat u can go home wat. then i dunno if he's toking to mi or not, he said u dun wan to go home ar? u still wna to practice ar? siao one.... so haiz...

Then fri my section nid to practice for the farewell party performance. actually is meet at 9,
but after a few mins asl haven com, then we went to lot1 coz gt air-con, then follow the sec2s, so if kana scold by asl then say is sec2s bring us thr one. but a lot of shops haven open then we dunno y climb the escalator until the top floor then go down basement. then went back to mrt station, asl still haven com. then nicole go call felicia, n she was still s l e e p i n g... =.=
coz she watch the midnight movie then overslept. haiz.. i tink clarinettist gt this weird disease.
coz last time she always complain shuhui always late, then now she late.. then next time will be the sec2s...... haiz.. then the practice was cancelled, then we went to arcade.. n then went to buy samantha's present.. then went home.. n then ... n then on sun.. yh sms mi gt lit hw on litespeed..
sec last day of holiday then upload.. so i said lit department a lot of prob one... sian.. haven revise eng n haven prepared for compo >.<

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haiz, today there's the sectional outing but i didn't go coz i dunno if anyone sec 1 going, then ltr onli the seniors go so ps.. but i tink onli once a yr.. such a pity. nvm. And now i wan to complain about my instrument, so many prob one. Firstly, the instru case the metal part is very rusty. Secondly, the instru metal part is not very erm shiny.. lik very very old lik tat. Then now sometimes the back key gt stuck thr n then when i blow G it will sound flat.. and lastly... i so wanting to change my reed.. i haven even change it since i first gottoen it!.. since about feb? and now here n thr gt a small tiny bit coming out, n then the instru will squeak.. i wan to ask my sl for one but she's quite busy with the test thing this two wks so maybe i shld use it for ... erm a few more wks??

I haven finish my hw.. i dunno how to do the phy part 2 section B coz i dunno wat is magnetic field. Then i STILL haven touch my eng hw.. n then the cl asknlearn thing, the video, gt prob n i cant finish the ws, somemore the video was posted lik this mon or wat.. nvm. 1 more wk n the sch holiday is over.. hope i can finish my hw n wont get scolded on the very first day of sch.

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It was a terrible holiday. Firstly, there was a lot of homework. Secondly, I need to go back to school for band on quite a lot of days. Thirdly, some of the homework(like the asknlearn one), I don't know what the teachers wanted... Worst still... need to read 2 books, lit and chinese. The millions was ok since i read once before, but the chinese one was haiz.. I read very slow, because the story was quite ... i mean like some words I don't know if they were character's name or what. Then it was a very boring book, and somemore... I don't understand the story, and I forget the stories easily. How am I gonna finish reading that book?... I also think I cant finish the homework. I started doing the zuoye about last sat or something, and i haven finish it yet.. left the comprehension and a few zao ju which I dunno how to do.

Initially need go back for band on tue, wed, thur for first wk, but they said there's sectional on fri, anyway we need to try the uniform and lend home so went for sectionals. As you can see the uniform at the top, there's only the headgear and the tunic. I tried the headgear first, and took a long time. The seniors said the headgear must be parallel to the ground, which means we should not be able to see in front unless we tilt our head up.(so idiotic.. coz they said muz put the hair inside, and as you know my hair was like so thick.. and my ears was sometimes half-covered by the thing) Then went to tried the tunic, and put the headgear on the floor(tgt with some of the clarinettist's) . The tunic was.. horrible, very hot sia. I cant believe what I will feel when wearing it while marching and playing instru and somemore under the sun(i was standing under the shade now..). Then suddenly realise some weird ppl go take my headgear and try on and took it away. It was obvious it belongs to someone else coz those that was for us to try were in the box..
So went to try headgear, again.. then ltr found the tunic. Actually wanted to find the pants, but the pants seemed to be not enuf.. then tell band major, and he tot we could not find headgears and tunic, and ask us to try coz sure gt our size.. So we told him we could not find pants, and he said that's all they had.. maybe when there's more they would arranged another date for us to lend. Then walked to lot 1 with yinghui, carrying the headgear on our hands(looks like weirdos) to eat lunch. haiz.. and next week there's the promotion ceremony. Pray hard that i would do well..

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First, we got back the lit paper, and I just pass, exactly 20, no more no less. If only I could get hald more mark, I'll be really grateful, as I just don't like the marks to be so exact. I went to ask Miss chia about some questions, hoping to add marks, then one of the questions she said she would add 1 more mark, but I must go and find her the next day or something because she's having lesson soon. Afterwards, we got back eng paper, and it's terrible, I got B4... After that, hist paper I got 52.5(I though I failing) but it wasn't good too. Lastly, homec, I got 30. When I went home, I told my mum about the results and she's not satisfied, and said all of them were like just pass...

Next day got back phy paper first. It's a miracle I got 38.5 over 50 because the optional question was all about heat(i tink so) and I don't really knoe how to do.(but kumyin gt 36.5 over 40(i tink)) Next, we got back math paper. The gensing question which i thought I did wrongly, I got them correct. Those questions whichh i shouldn't got wrong, I got them wrong, but overall is still ok. Also got back the math class test but it was so many times worst. After that, got back bio, and I got 43.5, but later there was a mistake and deduct one mark. I wrote amylase for the end product of the thingy(dunno wat im thinking) when i should write those molecules thingy, it's so idiotic for mi to write an enzyme.. Lastly got back chinese, but I got B2 :(

During reccess, went to staff rm with xinci to find miss chia to add marks and also to ask about the rhyming scheme question. I explained to miss chia about the rhyming scheme thing(it very tiring to explain things to her), and after listening to my explanations, she said: but u can't mix stanza one with stanza two. the rhyming scheme is different(or something lik that) Then it was like doesn't make sense, then she asked miss caroline koh to explain to me because i think she was the one who marked our paper. I explained again(it was oso tiring to explain to her), and said because somewhere rhymes with there, so there should be a(same as somewhere). And this was what she said: which rhyme? oh .. but how can somewhere and there ryhme? U see, somewhere there. They doesn't rhyme! Then i was like, okay okay fine, I give up. I told her about the question miss chia said she would add marks to me, and she said will add one more mark. Then after xinci told her about her questions, and all that, the teacher went back into the staff rm,(i thought she was wanting to take a red pen to change our marks but...) She came out with a BLUE pen , and went into the TOILET...so angry with her. After she camee out, she told us: tell your class that this paper is only 40% of the SA1(or something) so don't worry too much. (40% IS a lot..) After school went to find miss chia and she said the teacher alr wrote down our names. Then today xinci went to find miss chia again about one more question, she asked xinci how much should the marks be then was like wanting to change her marks, so I ran back to the classroom and get my exam paper and ran back to ask her to help me add the marks, and she read my answers...and she told me I can only get one marks... wat the... so sickening. She said she would add marks for me. Miss caroline Koh said it's correct and now she tell me it's wrong? =.=... What's the problem with her, does it mean if she help me change the marks ytd, I could get that 1 mark? Is it really that difficult to give me 1 mark? Am I asking too much from her?.. If she isnt willing to give me the mark in the first pace, then she should tell me when i ask her the first time, why bother to waste our time when she didn't want to add marks? She didnt want to giv the 2marks for the rhyming scheme, fine. Now she didn't even want to giv this 1 mark, fine. I will n e v e r e v e r ask her to add marks anymore. It just wasting our time and wasting my saliva and killing my cells. I just don't understand why lit teachers are so weird... haiz. mad at her..

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2:46 PM


Okay, I will try to write in proper english.
Last week math exam, i didn't know how to do the Gensing questions.
For the literature, it was like a lot more times worst than the math.
Firstly, i hd bearly enough time to check, because I spent a lot of time wondering how to do those questions. Secondly, of course, the questions were difficult, and you know my brain is not really that develop... I'm not the kind of person who can do those question which need a lot of thinking.

This week was even worst. The chinese ying yong wen, I wrote about 3pages and a few lines, but my compo, I wrote only 1 and a half page,(that was terrible) because I had really nothing much to write. The science was quite terrible, I did the Physic optinal question, because I didn't know how to do the antibiotics question, then I didn't even really check. After I finished, there was like less than 10 mins so I just flip through the pages, looking at the questions. I couldn't understand some questions like the solar panel one. I was thinking, why would there be a glass panel which is an insulator of heat when the purpose of the solar panel is to absorb heat, then I just anyhow huess the answer.

The worst, worst subject was ..... History. I'm sure I will fail the history exam this time.
I guess almost all the questions related to the map, because I don't revise maps...
and I don't revise pictures. I just revise those text, and the Mr Puffer set questions
which I didn't really revise, but didn't set those questions which I memorised.
Hope tommorow's homec exam will be easy... at least let me do well in this subject... it's my only hope.

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